lucas catchall

[florescences]

i hope someone kisses him in heaven

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[faithkept]

[So few people know what the real problem is and Lucas isn't one of them. Amen. Also stop having psychotic friends get some normal friends!!!!! More normal ones if some already exist!!!]

That's true... But I wish for the same. What a terrible way for someone to remember their birthday.

[He is thinking mostly of the others because it does not overly bother him.]

But I thought so, too. That even with how busy they are, they still thought of us.

[florescences]

[ normal is overrated!! if she wanted normal, would she be here? would she have befriended every single virche in this game? no!! ]

It makes you think a little better of this side of heaven despite everything else. If you could ask for a birthday gift, what would you ask for?

[faithkept]

[HELPPPP NOT THE NUMBER OF VIRCHES YOU HAVE CR WITH BEING A MEASURE OF UNWELLNESS honestly real though.]

It does, a bit... [They have comparative few worries. Someone else will be dead soon and instead of saying goodbye they get to say hello.]

Ah, really, all I'd like is to be able to spend another one with Nadia. I don't need any gifts beyond that.

[florescences]

[ that's true... it's easier to be dead than alive in some ways, as long as you don't mind a bigger feeling of helplessness. ]

So, your redemption is what you want.

[faithkept]

[The power of delusional faith helps with that.]

I wouldn't really consider it a birthday gift, but I do wish to return to her, yes.

[florescences]

[ this is why religion is a problem. ]

Is your sister the only thing that drives you now?

[faithkept]

[LISTEN. Maybe so.]

I wish to return to my students, as well.

[florescences]

Are those the only two things?

[faithkept]

[HE'S JUST LIKE ???? BECAUSE HIS LIFE IS SO FULFILLED JUST WITH THAT. Also he needs to go kill Scien Brofiise. It is not yet thoughtshare in this thread or otherwise i would have thrown that in for some fun.]

Ought there be more? There are other things that I'm looking forward to, of course, but I don't know necessarily that I'd say they drive me...

[florescences]

[ she doesn't think he needs more than two things. she is still trying to figure out what's wrong. that would be so funny during thoughtshare.... if only!!!!! ]

No, of course not. It could have been only Nadia, and I would have understood. Didn't I tell you your dedication to both your sister and your students was what made you beautiful when we first met?

[ one of their first conversations. ]

[faithkept]

[IF ONLY... He would happily tell her about what an evil insane bad satanic creature Scien is.]

Ah—it feels like it was such a long time ago, somehow... But I do recall. I'm glad, then... I assume your reasons for wishing to return are also the same as they were, and that you're still going to make the same choice?

[florescences]

[ he should do it in our next inevitable thread this week.

there's a beat. ]

Yes. I shouldn't waver from it.

[faithkept]

[grips you. okay consider it done.]

—Shouldn't?

[A little curious, since the wording and that brief pause makes it seem as though she may have considered otherwise.]

[florescences]

[ thank you aki love to see insanity on the daily

she smiles. ]

Yeah. I shouldn't. [ ... ] I won't. It'll be okay.

[faithkept]

[u know i am here to deliver]

...Is there something that you'd rather do instead, though?

[florescences]

It's not a rather. It's not a matter of want. It's only a matter of doing, now that we're near the end.

[faithkept]

[His head cants a little to the side.]

Well. You do suit decisive action.

[florescences]

[ she flashes a peace sign. ]

I do, don't I? That's how Elysia should be.

[faithkept]

[Uruha is here...]

I hope that it's how you would like to be, as well, and not just what you think you ought to be.

[florescences]

[ is uruha the originator of the peace sign to lucas.... ]

Of course it is. I will always and only ever be Elysia.

[faithkept]

[HE DOESN'T KNOW ANYONE ELSE WHO USES IT.]

I suppose that's very true.

[florescences]

[ SHE IS RIGHT HERE. ]

I couldn't stand to betray myself like that.

[faithkept]

[Maybe so........]

I can't imagine that would would. [But this is edging too much into thinking about clones territory so he's running.]

In any case - why don't you tell me a bit about what you've been doing over here?

[florescences]

[ would would.....

coward!! but that's fine... she'll let it go for now. ]

I don't know if I'd say I've been doing overly much. It's nothing different than what I've been doing on the other side. I've been learning about the other angels and writing.

[ it's a lot of letter writing. ]

[faithkept]

[you are merciless]

Ah, yes... I'd imagine you get a lot of them.

[ara your fucking letters]

I suppose it's better this way, though. To be able to have time to write letters and rest a bit, especially after all everyone on this side has been through.