coward!! but that's fine... she'll let it go for now. ]
I don't know if I'd say I've been doing overly much. It's nothing different than what I've been doing on the other side. I've been learning about the other angels and writing.
I suppose it's better this way, though. To be able to have time to write letters and rest a bit, especially after all everyone on this side has been through.
[There's just a little nod at that. He will hate not having as much autonomy or ways to help even though i aki am crying in joy over being able to sleep through one whole trial]
For better and for worse, I suppose... [But yeah! She sure has, huh!] ...Does waiting ever become easier, though?
He thinks that if it were him, it would probably not get easier. But he wouldn't judge anyone for either of their reactions to an endless wait.]
I suppose there are some things that don't ever become easier, no matter how much of it you experience... But adjusting is something that people often do surprisingly well.
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she smiles. ]
Yeah. I shouldn't. [ ... ] I won't. It'll be okay.
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...Is there something that you'd rather do instead, though?
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Well. You do suit decisive action.
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I do, don't I? That's how Elysia should be.
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I hope that it's how you would like to be, as well, and not just what you think you ought to be.
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Of course it is. I will always and only ever be Elysia.
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I suppose that's very true.
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I couldn't stand to betray myself like that.
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I can't imagine that would would. [But this is edging too much into thinking about clones territory so he's running.]
In any case - why don't you tell me a bit about what you've been doing over here?
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coward!! but that's fine... she'll let it go for now. ]
I don't know if I'd say I've been doing overly much. It's nothing different than what I've been doing on the other side. I've been learning about the other angels and writing.
[ it's a lot of letter writing. ]
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Ah, yes... I'd imagine you get a lot of them.
[ara your fucking letters]
I suppose it's better this way, though. To be able to have time to write letters and rest a bit, especially after all everyone on this side has been through.
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[ because i spend over two hours writing letters and then i'm like that's enough ]
Maybe... I do like to be able to do more, but I'm also used to waiting for others to find a way.
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I'd think it would actually be a bit easier to lose track of the time over here than over there, so that makes sense...
[But he nods at that, because he gets it, too.]
Unfortunately, it feels as though there's a great deal of waiting for others here.
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[ it makes things easier to deal with in some ways, but also... she knows it makes others feel as there's not as much autonomy or ways to help. ]
At least I've become good at that, too.
[ waiting, she means. ]
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For better and for worse, I suppose... [But yeah! She sure has, huh!] ...Does waiting ever become easier, though?
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Easier? It depends on how you view it. Eventually, it becomes part of your everyday, and whether that means it's easier or not is up to you.
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He thinks that if it were him, it would probably not get easier. But he wouldn't judge anyone for either of their reactions to an endless wait.]
I suppose there are some things that don't ever become easier, no matter how much of it you experience... But adjusting is something that people often do surprisingly well.
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waiting had become elysia's normal. easy or difficult is not how she'd describe it. it just is. ]
Adjusting... That's it perfectly. You're taking the words right out of my mind. This is why I like you so much, Lucas.
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There's a light and chiming laugh at that, though.]
You're going to make me blush if you keep complimenting me so kindly. I'm glad if what I say can resonate, though.
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That means I'll have to keep complimenting you. You're so cute when you're flustered.
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Waving a hand though OH YOU.]
You've said so before... Really, it's because you're far too good at compliments, you know.
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I mean it every time. [ he is soooo cute flustered. ] Everything I saw is from my heart.
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I do certainly trust that to be true, at least. You're such a sincere person.
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[ truly, she is. when people accept this about her differs. ]
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