florescences | marcoh catchall

[ there's a little blossom of happiness when he returns the hug. ]

What do you want most right now?

[ The intrusive gay thought is Uruha. Yes she can softly pick up on that if she likes. ]

...Just want this to be over.

[ Like, the tragic portions of it, the High-strung anxiety and distress. He does need redemption to end so he can return, but he's not exactly racing for that anymore either. See above. ]

[ she loves how much marcoh loves uruha. that's her emotion. ]

I think all of us are ready to be done with the troubling parts the Entity has given us, but we're not so ready to leave each other.

Isn't that right?

[ There's a vague thrum of flustered at being so Seen. ]

...Yeah.

[ sorry, but she loves it whenever someone is flustered in front of her. it's cute even if his mental health needs so much help. ]

You have to go home, but you want to be with Yoji even now. That's okay.

I guess that means I don't have to give you the shovel talk, huh?

[ she's teasing. ]

...

[ Ignores the first half because it hits too much on the nail but. ]

Shovel talk...?

Huh? Is it that modern?

[ damn.... colloquialisms getting her again. ]

It's when you meet someone who's dating someone you consider family, you tell them something like, if you hurt them, I hurt you.

[ Elysia did you not see him go absolutely fucking bonkers this weekend over Uruha. If anything he gave the shovel talk to the entire game. ]

I don't need this talk.

[ Because he wouldn't and can't ever hurt him. ]

[ no, she saw. she understands the grief, the reaction, the madness, but she also saw how uruha reacted in the graveyard. ]

I did mean it as a joke, but I also meant.... Emotionally, more than physically. Although I know he can hurt you that way, too.

[ obviously.

everyone witnessed it. ]

[ Yeah this conversation is a bit too real actually. There's a curling anxiety through the emotionshare. It was always going to be there even if Uruha didn't die but now it's like, worse. Not just anxiety but uglier and uneven, having experienced loss and distance once, too early. ]

I don't want to think about it.

[ she doesn't want to push in a way that makes things worse, but she also doesn't think this is something that should be avoided. it's a tricky balance when she doesn't know marcoh as well as she could. dying hampers a lot. ]

Okay, then what do you want to think about?

...Was there anything else you wanted to see again, now that you're back?

I was told there were some train cars I'd be interested in seeing through letters, but with the way things are looking... probably not anymore?

Oh... maybe you would like corgis?

[ What IS going on in the train cars. I can't help you because this thread is dated Monday. ]

I love a cute dog.

[ i have no idea i think it is before viktor hiveminded all the rats and wizards. ]

Shall we go and see if they're safe?

Sure.

[ They can be like aw, cute, they have wizard hats, and then get attacked by tiny wizards. ]

[ they will get attacked!! ]

Do you like dogs, Marcoh?

I think they're nice.

Never seen corgis before, until we got that place.

They're going to look extra cute next to you.

[ on account of size. but onward to the train station they go since they can no longer chaotically open doors to get there. ]

I guess they are Welsh, and you're in Italy, but that's still a little sad to think about.

Is that sad?

[ Why. ]

I have seen strays every now and then on the streets of Vatican.

Because life is better when you can see cute things all the time.

[ it's a simple as that. cute animals.... make the world better. ]

I don't not see cute things...

But you could see more. Wouldn't you like to see more?

Uh? I guess? I can't say no...?

That's the spirit. Always accept more cute things into your life, Marcoh.

[ that's one life advice that probably won't fail you. ]

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