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[ Elysia did you not see him go absolutely fucking bonkers this weekend over Uruha. If anything he gave the shovel talk to the entire game. ]

I don't need this talk.

[ Because he wouldn't and can't ever hurt him. ]

[ no, she saw. she understands the grief, the reaction, the madness, but she also saw how uruha reacted in the graveyard. ]

I did mean it as a joke, but I also meant.... Emotionally, more than physically. Although I know he can hurt you that way, too.

[ obviously.

everyone witnessed it. ]

[ Yeah this conversation is a bit too real actually. There's a curling anxiety through the emotionshare. It was always going to be there even if Uruha didn't die but now it's like, worse. Not just anxiety but uglier and uneven, having experienced loss and distance once, too early. ]

I don't want to think about it.

[ she doesn't want to push in a way that makes things worse, but she also doesn't think this is something that should be avoided. it's a tricky balance when she doesn't know marcoh as well as she could. dying hampers a lot. ]

Okay, then what do you want to think about?

...Was there anything else you wanted to see again, now that you're back?

I was told there were some train cars I'd be interested in seeing through letters, but with the way things are looking... probably not anymore?

Oh... maybe you would like corgis?

[ What IS going on in the train cars. I can't help you because this thread is dated Monday. ]

I love a cute dog.

[ i have no idea i think it is before viktor hiveminded all the rats and wizards. ]

Shall we go and see if they're safe?

Sure.

[ They can be like aw, cute, they have wizard hats, and then get attacked by tiny wizards. ]

[ they will get attacked!! ]

Do you like dogs, Marcoh?

I think they're nice.

Never seen corgis before, until we got that place.

They're going to look extra cute next to you.

[ on account of size. but onward to the train station they go since they can no longer chaotically open doors to get there. ]

I guess they are Welsh, and you're in Italy, but that's still a little sad to think about.