And we are more powerless than usual here. It'd instill dread in anyone. I'm trying to think of ways to make feel better in the future, but it's a little tough.
[ when murder will keep coming back... what do you do? ]
[Still a mystery. He nods, his smile a little thin.]
It's difficult. And I was reminded that their god isn't only overseeing our group, but also the entirety of Heaven in all its enormous numbers... So it really isn't any wonder that they're struggling to get us immediate answers.
[He's trying to keep his faith in the god of the Angels he's decided to trust, but he does wish his own god was here pretty often.]
[ what could lucas' god do if they were here.... inquiring minds would like to know.
she hums. ]
Not all-powerful and omniscient, then. Even this god has their limits. It's okay. Even if we're helpless now... it'll be better once we figure out something for ourselves.
[ agency doesn't always come easy, but if or when it does, boy does it matter. ]
Ah, I'm glad to hear that... I'd been worried, after everything. I was going to follow through on the lessons she'd asked for last Wednesday, but I thought she might want a bit of space this week.
The way he can't even remember who he has or hasn't discussed this with so he's a little surprised he just hasn't mentioned it to Elysia yet.]
Ah... I died from our country's curse, which wears down the body. For a month or so up to my death, I wasn't able to do as much, physically-speaking. Certainly not enough to keep up with a classroom full of children, or to travel between orphanages as I once could.
[ elysia isn't dumb, much to my misfortune, but she's also not the smartest person ever, so it's going to take her a second to reconcile time wonkiness. time probably has very little meaning after death, but a girl still has some concepts of time even if she's been around a while and knows time can be wonky in other ways.
[She is so valid that's also Lucas trying to process a four year sudden timeskip that he wasn't around for because he was so busy being dead.]
It was a bit of a surprise, certainly... I didn't expect to see Yves at all. [YVES WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO KNEW TO EXPECT EACH OF THE OTHER VIRCHES.] And it sounds like quite a lot has changed in just four years... I do wish that I had been there to help the dear through it all the first time around.
[ if only lucas could have hung on for a few more years... (ignores his age) ]
It does seem like he's gone through quite a bit of loss. At least you are here to help him through the next few weeks. Where or when does Adolphe fall between you two?
[But IS THERE, REALLY!!!! It's fine. His expression softens a little at the mention of Yves and his fucking loss and suffering.]
I'll do the best that I can for him... He's already shouldered enough alone. [A bit quietly. And then kind of closing his eyes for a second.] Adolphe didn't appear to fall at any point between us, or before or after us.
[The possibility of divergent timelines does not exist to him and so he is just faintly baffled because he figured Adolphe had simply gone insane or some other bullshit had happened with his memories.]
Umm... it's nothing I've personally experienced or anything, but there can be worlds where something happened to make branching futures. Like an alternate world or universe.
[FREAKY SHIT... Lucas is smart but he's not quite smart enough to be able to easily grasp the true depth of the meaning of alternate realities even if the concept on a surface level isn't hard to comprehend so he's just like :man_standing: energy for a bit.]
...I suppose that would make sense... He-- Some of the things that he spoke of are very much aligned with what Yves and I recall, but at some point, matters change entirely and become unrecognizable to us.
[ she can imagine. she doesn't know enough about the freaky shit that happens in arpechele to judge, not that she judges terribly much. she lets him man stand about it for however long.
she nods. ]
I don't think either of you are wrong about what you've lived and your minds are in tact as they have ever been. It sounds like his life ran parallel to yours instead of with at some point.
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[ when murder will keep coming back... what do you do? ]
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Asking to help only goes so far when there isn't much to be done by way of helping. Being able to put a stop to this is the only true way to help.
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But the way to put a stop to this when even the angels seem to be at a loss is....
[ it's still a mystery. ]
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It's difficult. And I was reminded that their god isn't only overseeing our group, but also the entirety of Heaven in all its enormous numbers... So it really isn't any wonder that they're struggling to get us immediate answers.
[He's trying to keep his faith in the god of the Angels he's decided to trust, but he does wish his own god was here pretty often.]
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she hums. ]
Not all-powerful and omniscient, then. Even this god has their limits. It's okay. Even if we're helpless now... it'll be better once we figure out something for ourselves.
[ agency doesn't always come easy, but if or when it does, boy does it matter. ]
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Omniscient, but not omnipresent, I suppose.
[They can't all be amazing miracle-workers that can somehow have time for one little sick girl constantly.]
The only thing we can do is keep working together and supporting one another.
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We do a pretty good job of that. Firefly said no one's treated her too differently.
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Ah, I'm glad to hear that... I'd been worried, after everything. I was going to follow through on the lessons she'd asked for last Wednesday, but I thought she might want a bit of space this week.
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What kind of lessons did she ask for?
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Ah - when we were discussing things people had never done before, she mentioned having never gone to school, so I offered to teach her a few subjects.
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Teacher Lucas strikes again. That's sweet of you. It'd be nice for the both of you.
[ she imagines lucas misses it. ]
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Hah, I can't deny it would be nice to be teaching again... I hadn't been able to for quite a while before my death. Hopefully I won't be too rusty.
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Huh? What happened to stop you before you died?
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The way he can't even remember who he has or hasn't discussed this with so he's a little surprised he just hasn't mentioned it to Elysia yet.]
Ah... I died from our country's curse, which wears down the body. For a month or so up to my death, I wasn't able to do as much, physically-speaking. Certainly not enough to keep up with a classroom full of children, or to travel between orphanages as I once could.
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Are you and Yves from different points in time?
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she nods after it clicks into her mind. ]
It must have been a surprise for the both of you.
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It was a bit of a surprise, certainly... I didn't expect to see Yves at all. [YVES WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO KNEW TO EXPECT EACH OF THE OTHER VIRCHES.] And it sounds like quite a lot has changed in just four years... I do wish that I had been there to help the dear through it all the first time around.
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[ if only lucas could have hung on for a few more years... (ignores his age) ]
It does seem like he's gone through quite a bit of loss. At least you are here to help him through the next few weeks. Where or when does Adolphe fall between you two?
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[But IS THERE, REALLY!!!! It's fine. His expression softens a little at the mention of Yves and his fucking loss and suffering.]
I'll do the best that I can for him... He's already shouldered enough alone. [A bit quietly. And then kind of closing his eyes for a second.] Adolphe didn't appear to fall at any point between us, or before or after us.
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... He's from a timeline neither of you know?
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What do you mean?
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...I suppose that would make sense... He-- Some of the things that he spoke of are very much aligned with what Yves and I recall, but at some point, matters change entirely and become unrecognizable to us.
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she nods. ]
I don't think either of you are wrong about what you've lived and your minds are in tact as they have ever been. It sounds like his life ran parallel to yours instead of with at some point.
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