if it weren't such a serious conversation, she might laugh a little. instead, she shakes her head with a smile. ]
It's all of it. The contradiction of how good and kind people can be along with all the horrible malice. It's when you have both, instead of all of one or the other.
[ that's fine. he doesn't have to pay attention to her to have this conversation. she's in a waiting period for her chocolates, so she's fine with watching him cook. ]
... I was around Yves a lot, so I'm a little familiar of the concept of someone "loving everyone", but also having favoritism. There was a reason behind Yves's. I just don't know yours.
Adolphe looks over at the dumplings. They're sitting on a plate, cooling over a period of time. They're sturdy enough to not collapse in on their shapes too. ]
Elysia.
[ He looks at her again. ]
What if, one day, you ended up erasing a good amount of the human population too?
[ that gets her to still for the briefest of seconds. what a surprising question. no one's ever asked it of her before, not like that, not to her face. it's always been her asking the people in front of her what they'd do if she were the danger.
maybe it's adolphe's cynicism that makes him understand her in ways so many others don't. she turns away from the desserts to face him with a smile. ]
Oh, don't worry. I made myself into a charming villain for the world to see.
[ or whatever very little left of the human population there was at the time. ]
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if it weren't such a serious conversation, she might laugh a little. instead, she shakes her head with a smile. ]
It's all of it. The contradiction of how good and kind people can be along with all the horrible malice. It's when you have both, instead of all of one or the other.
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[ All "human" things were good sounding, at least from what Adolphe remembers. ]
And... you like that, right? That they can be both.
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I know you think humans don't change, but I think it's because they do have both that they can.
Not all that is beautiful is good.
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[ He can't fathom thinking such a thing, ever.
He still keeps making the food like he isn't having this conversation though. ]
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Of course they are. Of course you are.
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Is this why you had the interest from the beginning?
[ Oh, he really doesn't like that. ]
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[ No, wait. He stops to think about this. ]
... I was around Yves a lot, so I'm a little familiar of the concept of someone "loving everyone", but also having favoritism. There was a reason behind Yves's. I just don't know yours.
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Do you remember... all those weeks ago... once, I told you it would mean a lot to me if you would try to understand me?
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[ He still doesn't know.......................... ]
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You are doing both better and worse than you think.
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Can you just tell me to it straight?
[ .... ]
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[ sorry she's difficult like that. ]
There's be no anticipation.
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Adolphe just looks tired and goes back to cooking. Girl... ]
I'm not anticipating.
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Do you not like me at all?
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[ Yeah!! ]
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I know that much. [ she goes to check on her chocolates. ] Thanks for spending time with me. I know you don't share your time with many.
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Adolphe looks over at the dumplings. They're sitting on a plate, cooling over a period of time. They're sturdy enough to not collapse in on their shapes too. ]
Elysia.
[ He looks at her again. ]
What if, one day, you ended up erasing a good amount of the human population too?
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maybe it's adolphe's cynicism that makes him understand her in ways so many others don't. she turns away from the desserts to face him with a smile. ]
Oh, don't worry. I made myself into a charming villain for the world to see.
[ or whatever very little left of the human population there was at the time. ]
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[ He's not scared despite asking of things that Elysia could probably wreck in a snap of her fingers. ]
... Wouldn't it drive you insane?
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[ easily, simply. she's a very straightforward person when she isn't too busy being evasive.
it's hard to say that she's sane even now. could someone who's experienced all she has and love everyone as she does be sane?
somehow, these aren't the questions she minds answering. ]
But I don't have to worry about that. I put myself in a position where that can't happen.
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... Are you no longer a Herrscher?
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No, I am. I'm just a little bit different than the others.
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Is it... because you'll somehow retain that humanity? No matter what happens?
[ The way he asks almost sounds like concern. ]
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Oh. Oh, no. I'm not... I've never been human in the first place. That's what's different about me.
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