florescences | adolphe catchall

[ she thinks about his memories again, and she truly believes some people shouldn't be parents. ]

You and I are going to have to be enemies again.

[ she says that in the lightest tone, but she's so sincere. he isn't looking at her, but her determination is set. ]

All you've ever done since I've met you is help me. All I've done since meeting you is benefit. All you've done is convince me to want to know everything that you are.

[ Adolphe looks at Elysia, quiet. He's more back to normal and less of the void that was his emotion. ]

... I really... don't understand how it worked out like that. I can't understand you, but I tried to accept your actions anyway.

[ at least she's chased most of the void away. ]

You keep saying that with me. [ ... ] I hope you understand someday, and I hope it's sooner rather than later.

[ if only so she can leave knowing that he finally thinks he's deserving of love. ]

That's how bad it is.

[ I am personally sorry to elysia for accepting his bs ]

I hope it will happen before I die a third time.

[ lol lmao ]

Don't invoke your death like that. Let's say you'll move onto another life after this, even if it's not back to your old one, okay?

Will you at least think of that first, or try to?

[ is it accepting it if she's trying to dismantle it and rebuild it ]

... It sounds tiring to do it again, but that's what you do, don't you? When you told me...

[ His voice trails off. He frowns, looking extremely frustrated but eventually settles into a look of resignation. ]

When I told you.... what?

[ this could be any number of things. ]

When I asked if you would do it over and over again.

[ she remembers. she smiles a little, if only for what she can and can't do. ]

If I could, I would. I'd do it all again because it'd mean meeting you again.

[ its not quite what he meant, but she wants to make sure he understands her on this point. at least, on this one point. ]

... You know, that sort of thing is like a proposal.

[ He laughs weakly and can't even be embarrassed about it. Adolphe is definitely doing much better now. Elysia has the best attempt out of anyone. ]

If I start thinking that's normal, I don't think I'll have a good set of standards ever again.

[ she laughs. ]

If you want, you can chalk it up to be me being special, but... I do want a new normal for you.

[ he doesn't have to think everyone is like her. she just doesn't want him to think everyone thinks he isn't worthy of love. ]

I mean every word I say to you.

... You're special for sure.

[ He sighs. ]

But you're not perfect. You're like anyone else.

[ shakes checking the date for this pc

sorry that this is emotionshare week still and she had mostly calmed him down from the brink of his sanity, but what he says makes something unfurl and bloom in her feelings, something vibrant and warm. ]

Oh, Adolphe. You have no idea what you just said to me, do you?

[ Sorry he's more alarmed at the sudden spike in emotions that he just. tries to run out the church instead

This is also me trying to end threads that are so old so I don't have to retcon as much (tears) (nobody to blame but myself) ]

[ GOODBYE

she will let him go for both our sakes, but this is so fucking funny you have no idea ]

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