florescences | adolphe catchall

[ Ah, pure and pristine love. Perhaps Adolphe would know what it feels like, but he really doesn't. That's why his eyes narrow slightly for a moment. It's a foreign feeling and for some reason, it makes him feel guilt.

Anyway, he's at the miniature petting zoo because he doesn't need to be around people right now. Despite that, he doesn't dodge Elysia's attempt at physical affection, though his face does get slightly red. ]

... What letters?

[ A baby sheep he was in the middle of petting looks up at Elysia. Hello!!! ]

[ adolphe really gravitates towards animals.

A lamb is too adorable to resist. She lets go of adolphe to pet it. ]

Oh, you're so cute.

[ she looks up at him. ]

There's a new mailbox. I think we can reach the others through it. Will you write to Yves and Lucas?

[ Yeah... animals are fine, but humans? People in general? Nawr... ]

A mailbox, huh...

[ He seems to ponder on it. ]

I don't have anything I want to say to them right now. I sent Yves a message that I was doing fine for the most part, so there's really nothing to say.

[ she is thinking about the guilt she felt earlier in the back of her mind but focuses on what he's saying. ]

With a dream? That's sweet. [ sincere. she doesn't know it ended him with a horse head or whatever. ] But letters have their benefits, too. Isn't it better to keep in touch even if you don't have anything big to say? The little things matter, too.

[ Ohhh, Elysia..... (Slapping car meme) this bad boy can fit SO much guilt ]

Should I just repeat what I mentioned and say things are fine here?

[ Mostly. ]

I really don't know what I would write about, whether it be big or small.

[ why is he so full of guilt.... it's not like he's catholic.... i think. ]

Hm? Should we write them together, then? It could be like... the horses you're taking care of. Have you named any of them? Or it could be... how you're spending time here.

[ with the baby animals, she means. ]

It could be how you cooked for us. It could be about how beautiful you find me.

[ there's a sense of teasing for the last part. ]

[ non catholic ]

My time spent here...

[ There's a bundle of frustration that's felt from Adolphe, but he tries to keep it on the down low. ]

And I dont think there's a single person here who would deny your beauty.

[ So he doesn't feel embarrassed by it, as if he's stating an objective fact than say, finding someone hot. ]

[ frustration is valid in a murdergame even if it's in heaven (or hell).

she laughs. her amusement trickles through. ]

On the inside. On the inside~ Do you think I'm a beautiful person here?

[ she stops petting the sheep to pat her chest over her heart. ]

[ Is she? Absolutely. But Adolphe doesn't think of people that way. Things can be beautiful on the inside? Their hearts?

............. ]

You're sincere--maybe second next to Yves from people I've known in my life. That's really all I can say about it.

[ The emoshare seems to suggest that it's a very important factor. There's a tinge of "being moved". ]

[ he puts her below yves.....

do you know how yves' otp is these two? well, elysia's is adoyves, though she doesn't hold romance in quite as high esteem as yves does. ]

That says enough.

[ there's a soft and fond feeling. ]

I remember how you weren't ready to believe anything I said. Hehe. Is all that it takes dying and having my heart be an open book?

[ literally. haha. her vibes are joking. ]

[ It would be troubling if Elysia held romance as high as Yves did, honestly... Adolphe is glad that she's slightly more normal about it. ]

... Most people don't come out the gate being sincere to someone they just met.

[ So Elysia may be joking but like. Yeah. ]

[ that's koharu. hope adolphe has to endure her somehow. ]

I'm Elysia, not most people. ♪

[ she knows what he means. ]

I can't help being that way.

[ He would not willingly get into much deeper situations if he can help it..... ]

Sometimes I wonder how you can still be like after having lived for so long.

Because I believe hope can begin again after tragedy.

[ that's the simplest way to put it. ]

So you can start again? And again?

[ For people who she barely knows about? He's surprised, but really. He shouldn't be. ]

[ ... ]

I don't know if that's the right way to phrase it. I just think it'd be nice if the footsteps I make would help others walk down a path they wouldn't have been able to before.

[ and to walk to where she won't be able to go. ]

[ So something like a pioneer for happiness? That's what Adolphe thinks. ]

Do you like watching people be happy rather than having your own happiness?

[ she'd think that'd be a sweet thing to be called.

his question makes her emotions scatter into complexity, soft and fragile in surprise and near disbelief, before they crystallize in something sure. ]

No, of course not. [ softly. ] I want to be happy with people. I want to be happy with the people I love most, but that's not always possible.

[ she loves people, but she also loves herself. ]

You and I know the world isn't always kind.

The world has never been kind.

[ He says, like some fuckin edgelord but he thinks he has a valid reason to say that. ]

... The people are worse most of the time, but to find the ones to care about... and the world not letting it happen...

[ His voice trails off. ]

[ ok, edgelord. elysia doesn't think or feel this, but she can sense the misanthropy. ]

It does make you question so much when you find people doing the most upsetting things, but that's the contradictory nature of humanity. [ of people living in general. ] I accept it for what it is and how people are.

Do you think it's unfair?

That you accept people for who they are? No. Why would I? Those are your feelings, not mine. People keep doing upsetting things. My sister was always blamed for the curse, calling her Death and all sorts of things when she hadn't done anything of the sort.

[ Rancid vibes. Adolphe really doesn't like people... ]

I've noticed the people from your island are very quick to blame one way or another.

You resent most of those people, don't you?

I do. People wanted to sacrifice her.

[ Hatred wells up in him so easily. ]

They're not worth for her dying over.

[ he hates so easily. it's not an emotion elysia feels easily or often. she lets it flutter away from her. ]

People shouldn't be sacrificed so easily. [ there is a distant ache from elysia before it's gone. ] What did they think it would do?

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