uruha catchall

[florescences]

mr. 30 something teen looking samurai boy

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[kumeyuri]

Sounds like you guys have been messing with a lot around here.

[florescences]

I've been writing a lot of letters more than anything else. Trying to chat with God and the Entity were my biggest experiments.

As for the others... everyone's doing their best.

[ probably. some more than others. ]

[kumeyuri]

That's pretty much a summary of this group.

[florescences]

[ she laughs a little. ]

What about you, hm? Are you trying your best? How have you been doing?

[kumeyuri]

[I'm pretty tired.]

What, do you think I wouldn't have been trying my best?

[florescences]

Of course I know you're trying your best to do things, but... you know what I mean, don't you?

[ i'm always worried about you. ]

[kumeyuri]

It feels like trying my best is all I can do, at this point.

[sometimes your mental health has been held together by tape since before you got here but while you don't take for granted the people who checked up on you, you've really felt obliged to hold it together the past weeks because others are losing it harder around you...]

[florescences]

It is that way for all of us.... Some are just better about it than others.

[ at least elysia is usually fine after a few passing moments, but that may be a little about what's insane about her. she can and does bounce back sincerely. ]

I don't mind it if you don't try your best all the time, too, you know.

[kumeyuri]

...

No point in anything else, right now.

[uruha knows that he's not a particularly strong person. his heart breaks easily, his attachment to life fragile. what he is good at is simply focusing.]

[florescences]

You'll make me cry, saying things like that.

[ it's said gently, not seriously, but she won't push him too much tonight. ]