[Akihiko has to stop to try to let the complicated mess of emotions settle down a little, taking a deep breath, clenching his fists and unclenching, until his head clears up a little. Elysia having checked on him helped, that's for sure]
...by the way... [Something Zhongli commented had gotten Akihiko's attention, and given how Elysia is like, maybe...] Did you talk to Jing Yuan while he was in the tower?
What do you think about him? Be honest. I'm not interested in any kind of downplaying when it's about that guy.
[How messed up is Jing Yuan, is what he's trying to find out, mostly so Akihiko can have a feel of just how badly he had misjudged Jing Yuan in the conversations they had]
That part. The part about him behaving differently.
[Akihiko is unsure if he should add this, but decides he might as well do it:]
Back at home, someone I trusted turned out to be a complete scumbag with plans that'd end up causing widespread chaos. [Understatement, really] I didn't trust Jing Yuan nearly as much, but I'm having some...some trouble trying to come to terms that I might have encountered someone twisted like that and never suspected a thing again.
[He'd rather not have to look at people with suspicion and thinking they might be bad people at heart, but yeah, this is gnawing at him]
I want to believe there was a good reason behind everything that happened. That we didn't lose someone like Charlie because Jing Yuan fekt like taking a life for no reason. That's not much to ask, is it?
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...by the way... [Something Zhongli commented had gotten Akihiko's attention, and given how Elysia is like, maybe...] Did you talk to Jing Yuan while he was in the tower?
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I did. I heard he was very popular that night.
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[How messed up is Jing Yuan, is what he's trying to find out, mostly so Akihiko can have a feel of just how badly he had misjudged Jing Yuan in the conversations they had]
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[Akihiko is unsure if he should add this, but decides he might as well do it:]
Back at home, someone I trusted turned out to be a complete scumbag with plans that'd end up causing widespread chaos. [Understatement, really] I didn't trust Jing Yuan nearly as much, but I'm having some...some trouble trying to come to terms that I might have encountered someone twisted like that and never suspected a thing again.
[He'd rather not have to look at people with suspicion and thinking they might be bad people at heart, but yeah, this is gnawing at him]
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I don't know if Jing Yuan was any of those things, but what do you want to believe?
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